Good luck. There's always hope and I realise there is a time in your life when you say I've got to let go but shite I for one want to be in my last days in the rocker, broke, thinking well at least I always did the right thing and gave it a bloody good go.
Sometime Reefton it takes times like this to motivate the masses. Use that energy like someone else has suggestion and make sure your great racecourse goes out with a bang!