Thankyou Brian and the other people who have posted. The words nean alot
Yes,sadly years of travel and work at the expense of my health and family has amounted to nothing.
Unfortunately, one of the most "tired" callers mentioned is the one who won't go into bat for me and told me to give it away as there will never be a place for me. As soon as my training commitments cease i will be moving to Australia to hopefully call some ants running down a wall or whatever i can find.