As I said earlier in this thread Earl, I believe you. This whole sorry saga does not add up in my mind. You and your parents have been in the game longer than anyone, blemish free, I just cannot believe you would drug your dogs not once, but three times, and all with the same drug, and all in the space of a year. I also find it shameful how all these keyboard warriors are so quick to condemn with their hate and venom. Its a shame how after all these years it has to end up like this. I know the feeling having been shafted myself by an incompetent corrupt bunch of swine that sit in power in Petone. It takes time to adjust to life after racing, but you will, and in a years time you will look back and find you are better off out. You only have to read this thread to see why. All the best John.